It's not fair to other people that I live here.
It just makes relationships with people more difficult.
You need to relate to make relat-ionships.
And no one can relate to me.
Because I live here.
Not "here" as in San Antonio.
I mean HERE. In my noggin. Sosiland.
A longlong time ago my dear friend Victor Olivares said
I live in my own little world. Everything is Sosiish there.
Then a little while ago me and my friends went to go
see Alice and Wonderland. They all said that while
they watched the movie they felt like they were
seeing the world through my eyes.
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what is is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?"
No more half mintchocolatechip half cotton candy with marshmallow on top icecream.No more careless cellphone breaking.
No more forgetting my shoes at home.
No more spending hours diarying when theres cleaning to do.
No more reading books in languages I dont understand.No more putting flowers in my pocket.
No more sleeping in the clothes I want to wear the next day.
No more being afraid of birds but wanting a duck so bad it hurts.
No more "car wash stargazing."
No more pretending like I believe in time-traveling.
No more driving like I'm the only person on the road.
No more Sosiland.
I need to learn what the real world looks like. Where people know things. Like what an anvil is used for. And where people have opinions on things. I need to develop opinions on a world I've never lived in. It's time I go. I just didnt want to go alone... I'm a little scared and I'm hoping someone will meet me there.
This is me officially declaring.
My name is Sosina Haile.
Hello?
5 comments:
this is fabulous. but not in the sense that im agreeing that you let go of sosiland, because, between you and me, "happiest place on earth" disneyland, or disney world, whichever, got nothing on youuuur land.
=)
and ps: this could have totally been a page out of my diary. youknow, with a little tweaking, ofcourse. I, for instance, dont hate birds. =)
soooooo I love Sosiland <3.... All of these things make you... so don't leave it completely..please
love,
me
you two are my bee eff effs for a reason :)
thank yall so much!!!!!!
sometimes i get discouraged..
especially in college where everone i know is grown up or trying hard to grow up.
i wont leave those things behind...
:) i'll just make this so called real world more like sosiland!!!!
i dont want you to leave your world cause trust me its no fun. i already left mine, by myself and its scary and lonely and not so innocent or niave. everyone has been telling me lately that i grew up too fast in only two years! its like the outside world is a time warp. its so dumb but i dont know how to get back to angiepantsdontcallmethat-land cause everyone on the outside doesnt understand my world and i dont want to be in my own world by myself. that would make me crazy. i blame their own close mindedness but that would make me a hypocrite cause i cant seem to understand their world either. on the contrary i do hold on to my world and i try to let others take a peek but in the end they cant handle it! so im on my own... which is fine. honestly! but sometimes i need company.
anyways.... just given you perspective LOL next time i wont let my guts out i promise.
love, LaLa
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